I want to SHARE!!!

Everchanging

2008-10-18T02:20:00.002-07:00

Life in RP had change me, A lot. :)

Meet new Friends, Gain new insights, and also became more confident. Thx to E35P E37P, and everyone who had helped me in RP

Life in RP

2008-10-18T02:20:00.001-07:00

Personality Test

2008-10-02T01:20:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(Not True, At least i think so.)

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Sorry

2008-09-10T03:40:00.001-07:00

This post is towards those who i have offended, due to wrong use of words, be it anyone. as long as i know them.

Sorry.

Reality

2008-09-09T09:04:00.000-07:00

Looks like, Its happening.

People moreo bonded, to their new class.
That is to say. we wont be as close.

Oh well.

lets Move on.
For those who raelly wants the class back.
Its still not too late.

Soon it really would be, Too late.
but, its somewhat useless.

lets just hope, every1 keeps that heart. in here. E37P.

Feel sad. for class and e37p

Edited: due to mis understanding

Silence...

2008-09-02T08:04:00.000-07:00

Words, normally are not in my league. as what i want to express, most of the time.

i feel. is beyond Words. so sorry those people want to seee me blog, but really. i dunno how to write how i really feel. and say it out. even telling other people through body language how i feel. is a challenge for me.

Maybe, I am too stucked in this Cage of Silence. I feel i lost my human touch of motion

Motion of interaction
Even my jokes, lack that laughter.
I think i know how most of the time how people feel.
But i don't know how to let people know that i feel them.

I want to do thinhgs that i want, But afraid of those sights of onlookers

I have today, Really lost my notch, of interaction
I just realised that, but for how long has it lasted? i am not sure.
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I want to Say, But how to say.
It is Hard for me, to Tell u'all ME.

Moodless

2008-08-31T00:20:00.000-07:00

Dun feel like posting. :) But still post

from my birthday, to safiah's birthday, to joshua's birthday, formal wear day to shi shar,to BBQ, to kabe's birthday ,to hq birthday, han's birthday , jocelyn's, admiralty park, to Shermin's Aunt hse, to Pasir ris Chalet.

Many memories will be Forever
So i Dedicate the Song, Forever to Class of E37P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2IExa2A198

Posting

2008-08-24T04:08:00.000-07:00

i really dunno what to write. Because sometimes, things are better left to be unwritten. as it will be better remembered. Because as we write, we would have distorted the initial feelings about the topic we can remember.

All i write will be. I love E37P.

Remember for who they are when they are with you at the instance :)

E37P found me, in the world of darkness, where i had be engulfed by the fear of loneliness.
so now.. i want MORE.

[but dun expect the same of them again :)]

Empty

2008-08-18T09:29:00.001-07:00

I feel incomplete... without E37P.

Past. Present, Future

2008-08-18T02:48:00.000-07:00

as My past is a burden thus My present is a problem However, My future, would be carefree.

The future will be better tomorrow.
Dan Quayle (1947 - )

That, is my life.

Every Second my present is building onto my past that is burdening my future. But My future would be carefree. As least it appeared so...

No one can attain true freedom through eternity. but only through death. Cause you stop thinking.

My life, has been awaiting for someone special for me to love. It comes and go. However its undefinable who it is. even if u assures yourself in some point of time, she is the mrs. right.

So my Question what is Love, Since it is changing endlessly.

Myself now

2008-08-02T20:05:00.000-07:00

Haha, keep talking about people, now i talk about myself. :)
Blogging cause ITs VERY BORING.
E37P is cool.

There are times when its Boring, Not so boring, and Very actively..

Boring times: Weekends.
Watched movies in this weekend : Eragon, Jumper, Step up 2, Kung Fu Dunk, Meet the spartans, 300 spartans. THX ERIC FOR MOVIES :)

YAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Basically, thats how my weekends go by, watching movies or just play games, Talking on Msn. SUPER BORING CAN. Lucky still can CS with e37p on Garena.

Not so boring, Normally i consider it as Friday, cuz its ENTERPRISE. cuz the small little seed of hatred is growing inside my heart towards her. :) but the FRIENDS AND EVERY1 makes it SO FUN! lesson itself is boring, so its NOT SO BORING.

Fun times, CHIN HAN's Birthday and simply times with E37P :) . and also some facci like Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursdays :)

More People

2008-08-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

Birthday BOY CHIN HAN

Manli*: Taught me knowledge on how to BLOG better!!!! i want learn more!
Having some problems in her life now, hope you get through it strongly and "come back".
ok back to the Happy stuffs, If remembered, there is this picture where she took with the mini toons of bugs bunny. and i think arh she really look like the bugs bunny :) And also the Geek Picture she had during on of the ppresentation. really look like 1. so nickname for manli = Geek bunny :)

I like to nickname people, its FUN.

Diana: the girl who laugh like this, HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. so we always laugh likee her (me and joshua), though not so much now.
Caring girl. In the Hip Hop dance, with safiah from our class. Feel so sad, could have been into the same ig, but didnt really made it through 2nd audition :( so arh if u free, teach me some routines / moves can? But its in the past now. :)
also The Analysizing girl, always do problem analysis. and i realise, the class people more and more like to do problem analysis.

Natasha*: Emo Mother, yes MOTHER. I am Older than my mother though. HAHAHA.
so whose my father? i think some of you know already :) LOL *hint hint" = J******
but oh well, she doesnt like it cuz she is doesnt like to be older :) so its probably the last time i would call her that :(
Lets see; she is getting better, along with atika but. Her cs SPOIL HAHAHAHAHA, so i will let her play cs on my com during class time if she wants :) thats what a son does :) Hopes ur CS get well soon Haha

Shada: Cute girl, who isnt with us now :(
She's the little cute red riding hood, cause if u guys really remember properly, she use to just wear her hoody top, or the red dress :) + Cute girl.
Btw, WE HAVEN DECIDE ON WHO's THE WINNER YET!!!!!!
but i think arh, let u win, see u small, since you're the little cute red riding hood :).

* = CS players :) lazy put all.

ClassMates time! And why here tooo

2008-07-12T02:52:00.000-07:00

Joshua and Me

Meris and Me

Me and Diana

Nadiah and Me

Haha, for some of you who wonder why i write about u all, its mainly because i dun really know what to really say if u ask me and wait for a reply, as i take a long process of thinking.

This Post will be for the more Older people in our class

Atika: let's see...

another random girl that likes singing. LALALA hahaha. just know she is one of the more matured ones and also more talkative people. like i said before, she and joshua is somewhat same. however she is still a little different in a way that she is more outgoing than joshua.
Great to discuss things with her during science and maths and we really help each other Alot.
its like we can assist each other in finding out the answer? CS CS CS!!!

Chin Han: From Star Search HAHAHAAHAHAHA. the guys who is most confident in class, or at least it seems to be so. fun guy to be with, More like our whole class is fun la. Really helpful person when you really need help, he will come to you. The guy who is most caring, (besides me? HAHAHAHAHAhaha.) <- Crap. Its more like he knows when to be caring rather than showing it all the time. CS AGAIn

Si Suo: The AK-Guy who improved the most; Quite happy for him as his grade is improving distinguishly, then also the Oldest in our class. His personality really makes the boys laugh. with the disco dance. A smart person, just that he is a lazy person too. but he IS changing. :) jia you.
More CS!!!!

Jian Yong: the Sniping Driver, LOL sounds abit wierd. he is like the only 1 in class that really drives to school. And always snipe people in cs. Haha, our class is crazy about cs. Good team-player too. since he got learn proggramming before, so he and i helps our class in maths. :)

Bomb[E]ric; i dun call him Cabornic, but bomberic , cuz he use bomb more than carbine. :)
i want to know more about U cuz I AM GAY!!!! LOL, no la. just dun really know him that well. but at least i know he used to be in batminton team. and he is not one of the singers in class? well our class got many potential singer!!! All stones go through processing to become exquisuite jade.

Every1 in our class is great, so i dun really know how to describe each other. its like i am slowly depleting my vocab, since i want every description to be diferent HAHAHA. STRESS!!!!

Writing a lot cuz Meris wants me to update, and i think others also want me update.

And Manli THX FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO POST PICTURE hahaha, feel so lousy. dont even know how to post picture.

More More people from my class!

2008-07-08T23:42:00.000-07:00

Nadiah: {my relationship with nadiah is okay now.
well, at least i can see that she is talking to me in culture group.}Written By Nadiah :)
And i totaly agree to it. and also not just in culture group. its like the change is imediately after last wednesday. so to me its kind of shocking. Anyway she is also one that loves to sing in class. Theres many people that sing in class. She use to oppose whatever i say, but thats in the past now. so i think for that, its good. but what reasons are causing such change is still unknown for me. Always the very energetic girl in class until last week. so it seems that something has happened in the last week. hopes that the cause of change is something positive.
so far i think you have no problems, so just continue live the way you lived. :)

Kelly: Another girl likes to sing, and her singing varies with the enviroment. :) btw Music is her life and how she act in class is only part of her. the true kelly is even more than fun than you seem! she showed me some videos of her past, which is also quiet unexpected. but fun. But wont say more as she doesnt really want people to know the fun side bah. besides that she can also play some intstruments. which is even a + to her music life. She always calls me Sushi cause shu yong sounds like sushi. dont really mind cause name is not really important for me. But rather the person who actually represents the name. BTW, your life this year is sad, but definitely you can get past it! jia you.

More people from my class!!!

2008-07-08T04:43:00.000-07:00

Meris: Probably one of the girls in class i am closer to, Devoted christian. and loves to sing in class to herself haha. Nice crazee girl, now also attached to someone in class. hmm... what can i say? fun to be with, and also some1 who cannot walk straight. HAHAHAHA. anyway she's always helping me in terms of relationship. but feel kinda sad la, i always call her mehris. she is also someone you can count on. but sometimes my actions also irritates her alot, like unwantingly to kick her. but due to both our legs are long :) and when talking i suddenly will like shout when talk halfway too.Btw she gets gastric too often, so you need to eat more frequent in lesser quantity, but more times in a day.

Shermin: Quiet girl if you are not close to her, but she is really a differant person if you know her. She's a gamer for all you know. She plays MMORPG games like RO before and also plays o2jam. and now she's sort of hook onto 02mania i think (she is good at it too). she always surprise you with something. and of cause, likes to laugh at the computer. hahahaha
she is really scary sometimes when moody too. However your attendance abit worrying, like one week will have at least 1 day absent or partial attendance. you really need to take care of your health.

Who will be next? Leave a tag and maybe your it.

Month of June

2008-07-06T05:24:00.000-07:00

In this month, Many things happened.

Funny things, Wierd things,Nice things, Bad things. All came to me

Funny things -> Don't really remember what i was laughing about. but i was laughing every school day hahahaha

Wierd things -> Not that something is really wierd, but rather i visualized something wierd in the past few days. haha

Nice things -> i learnt how to play dota/cs a lot better as i learnt from school people who are in the competitive areas on how to play dota. And also practice a lot on cs in headshots. But only in one map fy_iceworld. haha

Relationship with people around me is also better, like my secondary school friends and also RPfriends. Made more friends by going to Gaming IG.

Bad things - > i don't really feel like posting hurtful here, so if u really want to know i can share it to you on msn/phone. But by doing that it really beats the point of even mentioning bad things here, so one bad thing is that Nadiah didnt really like me cause she said she is very irritated by my actions and stuff. Don't really know what to do to please her... cause its like whatever i do she also irritated. Even though sometimes when i greet her in the morning, the response she give to me and others is like so differant la.

I dunno its me or her, but i think its me la. haha, cause arh i think think think, then came to the conclusion that, if you didnt do anything wrong, people feel irritated by you.

BTW

What i feel about my closer Class mates and most hated Facci (For those who are close to and didnt mention in this time, i will soon post something ok? lazy post so many at 1 go.)
Enterprise Facci :( i am actually quite on a Neutral stand) Even though sometimes i also get irritated by the way she forces people to think in problem statement. She kinda like wants people to answer the way she thinks its most perfect. (No assumptions should be made in the 1st meeting) For example; in 1st meeting, she will force you not to make assumptions to answer the PDT.

Joshua: Nice guy, even though he always irritates me and a few others. cause even though he irritates people, he wont go overboard and hurt people's feeling. he like knows where to stop.
Then from our Enterprise lessons 11; learnt how to cooperate him at optimal level :) hope we are in same team next week. Then can also bond with him in terms of religion, Hobby since i came from fairfield methodist secondary school, which is a christian school and he also is a christian.
He also likes singing; but he prefers to sing for GOD.

KABE: Caring guy, Always trying his hardest to be appealing to people, and recently he stopped smoking!!! i think around 10 days :). Kabe Cs in pistol is also improving; getting better as weeks past. must be playing CS at home during weekends for long hours. But Kabe seriously, your grades are worrying man. i dunno how to help you. Cause you are those people who can do well, but you lack the confidence to do so la. Like on thursday for example, u really did good. your explanation for that point is very clear cut. Good job.

Month Of May

2008-05-30T19:38:00.000-07:00

Many things happens, 1stly studies
my studies has been coping quite well, getting A most of the time. However i feel that i am still not doing well in my studies in my own way. even though i understand them. i just feel i am missing somethiing in my studies.

2nd, love life.
Complicated. keep running into dead ends.

3rd class/friend Life.
probably the best part of my life now. my class E37P rocks man. everyone in our class has just so much to give. just yesterday. almost everyone wore formal. Some of them even wore clothes they buy the day befoore yesterday. cool right. and also we have CS session after every class. Girls and boys also play haha. I love E37P.

Life in Summary for month of April

2008-04-26T23:49:00.000-07:00

RP E37P is so fun!!! the class celebrated my Birthday on 18 april.

besides that the class is so fun. every1 is so ON about many things we do la, then also can bond easily together. Best part is that we already want to go on chalet together le lol.
besides that

I joined Gaming and Hip Hop as my IG(interest group).

Gaming IG is learning how to create games
where Hip Hop dance requires and audition with 200 pple la. so wish me luck

lol

this is just a start of my new life

Opening Soon

2008-04-23T07:09:00.001-07:00

i will be back soon

Because its Me

2008-02-08T08:32:00.000-08:00

All i want is an answer... an reply... All i get from people was past. what i want is future.

Blur is An Perceptive. Not An answer. Being fun is good. but at the right times. However i, was condemned by people around me due to the way i respond, resulting in a self-actuallization of being blur when i wasnt blur. but subconsciously playing blur.

An habit of reading out how some parts of thinking process and skipping some words during a conversation. The Only differance why i can connect to people better online is because, i only i can communicate better with words. But as i have ugly hand writing and poor language skills. Its almost impossible on paper alone, i need an aid for communication. I am Serious and relax At the right time but there are people who are of unaware as the way i behave are almost the same when i am serious or relax. So people gave me "Blur" due to the Low level of presentation of myself and the differances between their own clique.

So people thinking that i was blur, wants to take advantage of me. But realise they were uncapable in Fully Utilizing ME to they OWN ADVANTAGE so they thinks that i am very Scheming but i am not, i just could not help it. I was Change into this way from the people before me who knows me as ONE. Not Two. For it is those that saw the psuedo-Me before knowing the real me walks away from me. And those who know the Real me before the psuedo-me, Gathers.

All i want is A special someone to read this. because she asked me before but i couldnt give her a good answer at the point in time. i m a Long-Thinker, which can also be some1 who thinks too much, in both good or bad ways. The answers that are often very obvious can be an obstacle to anyone. Because what the answers that appear to them May Not be correct answer. thats why i sometimes ask Very Obvious questions. 1st it is to entertain my friends. 2ndly to make sure that what they are trying to express is the expectedthinking.

Past and Future. Future is Me, Past is Also me. people contributed to part of myself to become a more Solid me. however it is from still from the past. because we can never walk in the future, when we did walk in the future, we are already remembering the past.

The Optimist. ME! ( or maybe naive )

2008-01-30T10:10:00.000-08:00

lol, i said that cuz i scored 27 points for L1R4 and Seemed happy to everyone else. But sinlih said that i was naive when i was on bnet waiting for qs and other pple to start game. maybe i was over unexpectedly too optimistic le, that made him believe i was trying to bluff him that i was not concern about my results. i concern my results to a certain extend that, as long i pass english, can qualify for the course i want can le, it doesnt need to be ITE OR POLY. SINLIH I WASNT NAIVE OK!!!!!

ok besides that, work is still simply ok. anyway. football manager handheld aint fun. i tried playing it and still doesnt no how it works. can some 1 like teach me the basics. like what the shortform means, cuz i dun understand the shortforms and stuff lol. and the game just cant seems to continue properly.

ok now about BGR.

lol something is nothing , nothing is something. <-- only when miracles happens. <- NOT!! understand it and u will understand me ^_^. <- most likely the face i put here will irritate pple, but i will still put. cuz ITS ME!!!!!

anyway i have something for u all to read.
"""17 signs you like someone this is how u know u like/love some1.
SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile constantly.
SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.
FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them.
THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around.
ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time. TEN: You smile when you hear their voice.
NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
SEVEN: They're all you think about.
SIX: You get high just from their scent.
FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them.
THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.
TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing
ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO....... * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** ****
Post this as : 17 signs you like someone
*And something good will happen to you tomorrow .
*If you don't... you'll certainly regret"""

Work At Taka (Extended)

2007-12-25T07:14:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO, MERRY CHRISTMAS.

Work at taka has been extended until i get O' level.
Come Visit me when u free. i m at Taka Tower A level 3 toy department, right beside escalator.

Work At Takashimaya

2007-12-14T08:24:00.000-08:00

Working under Passion, in Toy Department, on level 3 as an promoter promoting nintendo DS Crd Trading game called jyushinden ultimate beast battler.Its a game u play cards using rock paper scissors sign on them. then u scan the cards on the reader which can read the special card

Know many people there. fun working there as many pple joke alot. and also my blurness makes people happy lol. Working 12 to 10 on weekdays and 10 to 10 on weekends. $5 an hour for the work. But after Working it is so tiring. came home always after 11. have to sleep before 2. if not will be late tomolo ahhhhh. worst thing is that i cannot use the COM SO OFTEN and cannot talk to people MORE. btw how come there is an class outing never invite me arh... haiz. oh well, always being left out 1. so it doesnt matter anymore. but pls remember me more ley. i dun want to be forgotten T_T.

Class Chalet Day 1

2007-11-17T21:06:00.000-08:00

Class Chalet was damn fun with everyone.

1st Day, we meet at pasir ris MRT. But before we reach there, the chalet like already started. because on the train, i meet amar and justin. Amar saw me 1st so he called me. Saying that he can see me, then he ask me to find him. the funny part is that, i had a hard time finding him because he was covering his face with some magazine. then he say that he was behind me. at this point i was like how can that be, so i look behind and they laughed at me. Then because amar laugh quite loudly. i figure out where he was sitting.

At MRT station, we decided to walk to Downtown East. so we happily walk to there. at the Bridge where the Big Drain is, junwei kick the ball to hankenn and hankenn kick it into the drain.
And because of this, hankenn speech are rejected many times with the excuse of. who kick the ball into the drain Arh?

After checking in, we start to view the chalet around. it was has 2 storeys and it was quite nice, except that the place is still quite small and the 1st storey has no aircon. so before we went for the night cycling, some went to play psp, others played cards or watched tv. for me, i played asshole Dai Tee and was a asshole for like 7 times? People sit beside the left side of me Sure kana joker or asshole too. after a few games, people just keep switching to my right. so i just keep swapping positions with people on my left. happy thing is that, i became a queen in the last round before we head for lunch.(with a cap lend from benedict) After lunch, i played some PSP and game, dunno isit hidden poker or indian poker. but which ever was it. i didnt get any small cards.

Then we went to get our bikes and my bike numer is 513. soon after we get our bike we went to dinner and when we came back, its already 8+. so some of us decided to cycle around the little pond at pasir ris park and the fishing area at pasir ris. Being a blur king, when they were cycling in the pasir ris park, i got lost so had to went back to chalet and wait for them. lucky for me, a few guys didnt went so i get to go inside and rest with air con. Time past fast.

it was 12 sharp and all of us went for the night cycle. we start at 12 end at 2+. cycle from pasir ris to changi village and back. we stopped at the 7~11 store in changi village before heading back.(Julien was injured already but somehow i dunno how and dun ask me how lol) when some of the boys wanted to go to see the changi hospital. but i didnt went. with the group. me kenneth and sin lih stayed with the gurls. well, theres needs to be some1 to be around with girls, just incase something bad happens. luckily non happened. I Brought a torch. so i lend them my torch. as it will be dark in the hospital. funny thing is, out of the the whole group only like 7 went in. and they all came CHIONGING out cuz they say got what police car and what alarm ring thing lol. i think theres 28 of us. 3 boys + all girls stayed at the road junction. other boy went to the door. only 7 boy went inside the place others stayput at door. thats what i know.

when we got back. we went to play lan. so we went to some Paradise or Paradice. its near dhouby ghout. but funny thing is ITS NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE PPLE GOING IN AFTER 3am. so we tried to go in. we found a small gate. at the side of the tower. then with all hopes on it we went in. only 7~11 was opened and all other doors were locked. as there was a construction, IT blocke off the only passage to the lan shop T_T. so we went outside of the plaza again we saw someguy waiting for his friend inside the lan. so we ask how and why and where. so he say that the Whole area at closes at 3. we reach there at 3.15 waste our time to 4+ then start moving to Funan IT mall. when we reach there, there was no 24 hr lan shop except for IRC which is at the penisular shopping center. the lan called IRC lol. so we played for 2 hrs before leaving the MRT at 7+ reach the chalet at 10 and slept.

omg so many things to write. so lazy to write. T_T.

Not many Can See this post.

2007-10-26T03:59:00.000-07:00

Mseagse hree iz lo sai taht lfie of mnie iz vrey pniaufl. wyh i dnuno as itz vrey wired adn itaz jsut ze tow O arz. ahr Rlealy lvoe siaohp. znuno wtz wiz arz

No More Fairfield...

2007-10-06T10:28:00.000-07:00

last day of fairfield.
ate the last ice-cream from Miss Lim.
saw the last performance by teacher during sch times.
having the last proper lesson ever this year.
probably the last lan with some of the people.

Missing 4b 07
Missing faces of teachers and friends.
Missing the ability to laugh with 4b anymore.

But it is really painful when all this is gone?
will Better events replace them?
whatever u have put into the class will never come back.
Memories will fade. I just hope i wont forget 4b and u.

Saw the Problem, but cant solve it.

2007-09-29T02:43:00.000-07:00

saw the problems, but cant solve it.
problems thats only visible to only me,
therefore others dun find it as a problems and
its post as a even greater problem because
the problem can become a disaster anytime.
perhaps explaining and understanding is not the way
but making pple understand it is the solution.
but it will be hard since it cant be seen so easily
and people will not care much as it is deep and
doesnt affects them directly.

The Hollow

2007-09-25T05:29:00.000-07:00

Haven been blogging for countless days because i haven had the mood to blog all day. Feeling sad for many weeks cuz for many reasons u can see.Had it quite bad for prelims and i worry that its what it has been. if it is for the O level then i will need to attend ITE.
Now i face a calamity, but i am sure to avoid it. Next thing comes is what I felt, problems now is the unknown. Knowing what u feel is the unknown as it left me only with sorrow.

FINALLY

2007-08-31T07:43:00.000-07:00

haha, i had stop mapling since december holidays. Its only until these few days sinlih and friends play, then friends call more friends, then call me play so We play.lvl 48 since december until NOW.I finally lvl up to 50 and able to wear my half month old "new" equipments.

Spend about 3 months to find the "new" equipments and 2m mesos total networth during that period of gameplay.

NE quiz, i got 477 +++ for it, expert builder. i build whenever i had the chance, so got quite lucky, because i turned to the next era before last question lol.

physics paper missed out some part of section b question 2 with. 7 marks as i did not have time to finished it.

Sorry... And HAVE FUN Reading

2007-08-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

I didnt realise i was cocky when playing games, so here to say sorry, to those i have offended.
Hope still give me chance.

Anyway, my life for phototaking for CCA is disastrous.

Sec 1, i came for phototaking, but forget to bring tie, so i went home to take a tie. When i reach back in school, the phototaking had ended. So there goes Sec 1 photo.

Sec 2, i went home early to take a nap. i woke up at 3.30 when the phototaking is at 4. so i quickly wash up and walk to school. HOWEVER, when i reached school, which is at 4, i saw my drama mates JUST FINISH taking photo at the school gate. So i missed my 2nd photo taking.

Sec 3, i Almost missed it. As i m already sec 3, i have quite alot T-Shirt. Some people said to wear the drama T-shirt, Some say school uniform. In the end, i came back and fro my house to change from school uniform to the t-shirt and back again. Almost missed it as when i reach the school in the proper attire, they were already queing up for the phototaking.

Sec 4, which is last friday. as there is no sch on that day and no 1 reminded me, i just stayed in house to study and play some games.

Days during Exams

2007-08-23T08:04:00.000-07:00

Many Many tests this week, 1st is English and SS on Monday, feel quite good about it as somehow i feel i write quite ok. For English compo, i choose A for the functional writing and the one word question for Essay,Noise.

Tuesday was Geog Elect and Chinese. Geog Elect was sososo for me, However Chinese was very exciting. For chinese, i had ez time doing letter writing. But when it comes to compo, i literally screwed up the 1st 15 minutes. Did not which topic to choose as all 3 i know the answer. however when i start writing the story, i dunno how to continue the story.So i changed to Newspaper Report. Newspaper Report was troublesome as after i finish copying the topic, i had a sudden blank out on what i wanted to write and what we had go through in class as the topic for newspaper report was discussed in class before. So in the end i wrote the discussive essay which actually suprisingly manage to write it quite well, using many type of Essay Techniques that i learned in class.The techniques just comes to me automatically when i writing the discussive essay as there its the only way to make my discussive essay more powerful.

Next is E math on Wednesday. Manage to do All the questions and completed the paper in time, However some of them is did mentally, so i did not show quite alot of workings. i only wrote down the formula then mental sums and write the answers. Did not like the idea of writing workings and equation because it slows me GREATLY.

Bio Prac and Chem on thursday.
subjects i study for chem didnt really quite come out, which is organic chem and related stuff.
only last part came out for organic chem T_T.
Bio Prac was rather simple for me, as i actually took the time to study before the practical and luckily studied what was going to come out.Thats why me, Wen Jun, Alex actually found it quite easy when people asked our opinions.

Day of Oral examination

2007-08-14T07:46:00.000-07:00

Healthy Diet was the topic,
it doesnt seems to be a tough one
so i just say alot and actually joke with the people giving us the score
so i feel that i will get good marks.

2ndly, this is a revised version of the previous post. for those who doesnt understand ^_^

A
If 1 can make people cry, 1 can make people laugh.
If 1 can make laughters , 1 can change the people who laughed.
If 1 can change the people that laugh, 1 can changed the way of life.
If 1 can change the way of life, he understand life.

What above said means the power of influence from around U
Whats around can come around and help change many things in UR life.

B
None in life is Absolute.Life is change, change is life.
if nothing is done, something needs to be done.
if something is done. nothing can be fixed to something done.

What happen has happened.but what is going to happen can still be changed

C
Live on to life,Keep on walking.laughters from people cannot be undone.but i can change and walk ahead.If emotions are trap, throw them away.If influence are trap, kick them aside.However, anypoint of life u feel that this journey u have walked for years is worthless,its not. Because, THERE IS STILL PEOPLE WHO CARE AND UNDERSTAND.

THERE IS STILL PEOPLE WHO CARE AND UNDERSTAND.Dun give up.

D
people in certain enviroment and culture will naturally have some kind of safety barrier to prevent themself to become of a person who have no Self-confidence.Help preserve these people's last bit of self confidenceDun pick on someone's something because of what he said.THERE IS A REASON BEHIND IT.there is no need to be understanded by u, just dun laugh at it.Understanding needs not be of the same nationality and language.

This 1 is hard, because u need to understand how literally human minds work 1st than u can understand.
Humans will have a Backup-plan to prevent falling into a point of NO self-confidence Always.
It differs from person to person.
This Backup-plan from differant people, some will irritate people, while some will make people love them, it depends.However if u dun like this Backup-plan, dun try to step on whats beyond him, it will end up in something really bad.These results which can be found on newspaper or newsforum.

Even if u fall into it, We also have a recovery system. Which is Call support from our friends and loved ones. They can help us and push up back on track ^_^.

Emotions

2007-08-13T02:20:00.000-07:00

If 1 can make people cry, 1 can make people laugh.
If 1 can make laughters , 1 can change the people who laughed.
If 1 can change the people that laugh, 1 can changed the way of life.
If 1 can change the way of life, he understand life.

None in life is Absolute.Life is change, change is life.
if nothing is done, something needs to be done.
if something is done. nothing can be fixed to something done.

Live on to life,Keep on walking.
laughters from people cannot be undone.
but i can change and walk ahead.
If emotions are trap, throw them away.
If influence are trap, kick them aside.
However, anypoint of life u feel that this journey u have walked for years is worthless,
its not. Because, THERE IS STILL PEOPLE WHO CARE AND UNDERSTAND.

I m very weak at explaining, thats why i dun explain much.But that doesnt mean what i says doesnt make sense.it make sense only when u think from how i feel and understand things.
Reactions of people differs because of the enviroment and culture they are forced to be in.

people in certain enviroment and culture will naturally have some kind of safety barrier to prevent themself to become of a person who have no Self-confidence.
Help preserve these people's last bit of self confidence
Dun pick on someone's something because of what he said.
THERE IS A REASON BEHIND IT.
there is no need to be understanded by u, just dun laugh at it.
Understanding needs not be of the same nationality and language.

It only means "Oh i see". even if u dun get it, just say dun get it and dun laugh. because WE are humans we dunno alot of things. when u laugh, u hurt people feelings. when laugh in groups, some people knows some people dun know.

Jokes never hurt only when it doesnt mean to.
Help preserve these people's last bit of self confidence.

Last Movie Day Before O lvl

2007-08-11T06:55:00.001-07:00

Went to catch a movie, Rush Hour 3 at Jurong Entertainment center. Funny Movie, shall not be spoiler.

After Movie went to play some Arcade like virtual tennis, Daytona,street basketball.It was a Fun Day laughing.Went libary awhile later to check out on some new manga and saw some fairsians studying there. Quite supprised because there can be 2 groups of pple at the same time, 1 playing and 1 studying.

Orientation Day

2007-08-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

The night before the orientation, we had a blackout for a Part of my HDB flat. then didnt sleep well, so the next day i felt very tired for the orientation.

On today itself, i just went with my group, which is A89. 1st is singapore poly. SP is not a good choice. should have went to Queen's Town. Which i heard from other pple is quite easy.

SP had to run All about the campus, finding the staff, knowing who is the chairman and etc..
But the hardest is the Jingle. my group have problem with the jingle so we just skipped the part and went ahead. we spent about 30 minute on the jingle alone T_T. Thats why i now feel so sad, because if we didnt spent the time on jingle, i can have 20 minutes more to do 1 more station.

Next was SGH, Outram park.i preffered the MRT stations, cause u can like ask the MRT staff for some answers, which saves quite a bit of time.Making myself and our own group, because we were suppose to find the plague, which is just outside the mrt.It was quite big but our whole team didnt realise that was the plague until we saw other teams there.walk pass it like 5 times.
Followed was that i saw the top 3 groups. they came earlier than us to the Outram station and they already completed 2 stations when we just started to do the Outram.

Lavender was the eziest.Went to the MRT staff again and she just put in like 3/4 of the answers for us. we only needed to count the storey of the building and it was finished.But i wasted 5point for nothing because they asked for how many PAIR of green pillar are there, i wrote 18. which is suppose to be 9 pairs....

After this we went back school and reached the place at 1050. Amazing thing was, mund and i was on the same train. but they RAN BACK ALL THE WAY and i saw them running when i was waiting and on the bus.eventually he beat THE BUS by 4 minutes. there was no waiting of bus. i got off the train and go to the station. immediately the bus just came, 74 and 196 together.

When we got to the school, i bought some HARD ice-cream. eating it was troublesome as it was really hard to dig the ice-cream up. yi-wei was dam unlucky, he broke the spoon and was to forced to gobbled down the whole block of ice-cream by some teachers as we are running late.

I went to chrisopher's house with benjamin and zhong sheng to study. but in the end we end up just chit-chatting and talked about manga and anime.

Summary of the past 2 weeks....

2007-08-04T08:17:00.000-07:00

Ok, 1st thing, come spoiled on the day i had my farwell party with my drama mates.
got a prom-like party. Had alot fun, dancing singing and eating pizza. but the funniest thing is that i received egg for the farwell and accidently drop the eggs on the floor when i got home

I also had finnally Droped A maths for people that dun know that, its really alot less stresful and after i droped A maths, i got alot of time to study for other subjects.

Now for yesterday, i went to school for service then i played basketball with alex. i was playing basketball with some sec 3 and 2. and i made every1 playing basketball laughed as i guarded the against pple like i m dancing lol.

Went home to bath and then went to lan to check mail as i didnt went online for a period of time.Just as i was about to stop the timer, some strangers asked me to joined them in the dota game, so i just joined. it was a 2v2 match . i was naix with drow on my team, while opponent uses dwarf and razor. lost as we didnt had tanker and they farm abit faster.

after than went to meet up jerome and alex at kallang mrt for 2 hrs ... we were meeting up for the fop. alex came around 7. jerome said he will meet us at the indoor stadium instead so we went there. after we reach there, it was jerome, wesley and 3 other guy from their church.

we went in to see the fop immediatly as its already 730 when we reach there.At 1st i was quite reluctant to be so hyper as i was not christian, however i later i just kept jumping because it is fun to jump with every1 day.

but later there was this part in the concert when every1 prayed to god for renewal, i got bored so i close my eye and saw this bright light, when i open my eyes to see what isit it was like gone. quite scary.

after this it was more jumping and we left the indoor stadium at 11.before taking bus 14 and head straight home, i saw jeremy vincent terrance darrren and a few others,they keep say what "tao lead the way" "Bey is the 头" then also what "头's brother" then they took 14 with me but alight the bus at somewhere in the town, cant really recognise the place, it was dark.

My 1st Post

2007-07-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

Hello good day, Welcome to read MY 1st POST lol.

Finally i dropped A maths so that i can focuz on other subjects,then slept in chinese and english lessons, i was really tired.slept late last nite.Got problem getting into a sleep too as i had ulcer in my tongue which is very painful when i eat n swallow saliva.

During S2E, played some paper soccer with benjamin tan, with some NEW rulez which make us laugh like siao. he trashed me to a score of 7:0 lol. i was using a normal pencil while he uses a mechanical pencil.after this, i went to c108 because i want to see benjamin off. Then i saw Jeremy and friends Talking to Yarong about some rubbish thing then drag me into it. Jem later threw something at me, but i threw it back. After i went back to c107 awhile, Jem came and disturbed me. After S2E, when leaving the school, jem and friends disturbed me again lol. quite fun getting disturbed cuz every1 was laughing.

My 1st Blog

2007-04-25T07:51:00.000-07:00

dunno what to say, but its my 1st time blogging